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Saturday, July 17th

HATEHATEHATEKILLFUCKINGKILLHATE

My Music: HATE
My Mood: Deep hatred

I fucking hate my friends. Period.
I feel like I wanna cry all day long and lock myself up in my room. I've been feeling this since 7th grade goddamnit. When is my luck with friends going to change?

I wanna vent yet I'm too tired to do so. I wanna talk to somebody but I don't know who. I want somebody to cheer me up but there's nobody.

Maybe I'll go & play Ragnarok Online now for a while and kill some monsters pretending they're my friends or something. Now is the time I wish Battle Royale is real. YEs, I"m in a really bad mood now.

I even bumped into other's car while driving.. imagine that. Good thing there's no scratch or anything and he wouldn't take it to court. Altho I was yelling and blaming him more than just letting it go.

I just can't take this stress, this tension, this....anger. They don't blend well together. I could just pretend everything is ok in front of my friends but inside I'm hurting... really bad. They've opened up an old wound >.<

Sorry just needed to let that all out.
Chiharu on 07.17.04 @ 12:35 AM CST [link]

Saturday, July 3rd

Stressed out

My Music: RUN&GUN - Mi*RA*I
My Mood: Stressed

Blog replies:

Summer - Thank you! Of course! If you come here next time and I get to see you, I'll drive you around! <3 ROFL! I can't sing.. I guess if I enter Msian Idol, I'll be the next malaysian female William Hung :X Besides, Paul Moss is too mean.. Roslan too.. they'll bash me in there O.O And people I know would be laughing at me :X Why don't you take part in the Singapore Idol, Summer? razz! Then you'll be famous and maybe get to meet Arashi to perform with them or something O.O

ROFL Nino is hiding from me :\ Maybe he's scared to appear in my dream cuz last time he did, he appeared as ghost! So he's scared to appear again in a zombie dreams I have everyday and doesn't want to be eaten alive or something LOL I think I'm sending Aiba-chan into your dream using bullet train, ROFL <3 Would that work? If not, a private jet all for him! satisfied

Hazuki-chan - Thank you! Yes, it's so nice that I don't have to ask my mom to drive me around anymore.. @.@ Now I can go anywhere I want! ROFL! Nino wants that? Hai~ must try something like that... ROFL! jK! <3

Eri - ^.^ ROFL I think Paul is British by his accent but he has been working in Malaysian entertainment company for a while. I think for Malaysian groups that sings only English song was his work or something XD LMAO he's the most hated judge right now :X

Videl - Oh yeah, gomen gomen ^^;; Well I haven't been watching AF these past 2 weeks >.< I don't even know who got voted out last night and how they did their performance.. GAH.. I fell asleep :\

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I. AM. SO. FRICKEN. TIRED. AND. STRESSED. OUT. GODAMMNIT.

dance, homework, assignments, family, money problems.. ahhh *pulls hair*
Yesterday during the dance practise, we (well Lucy) got yelled at by our choreographer for not being serious in the dancing. Besides, only 3 of us instead of 6 came yesterday. GAH. I seriously want this dance to work out since I'm trying to show K that I can dance sexy dance like that and not just some stupid traditional malay thing. And not just to K, to others too. I don't want to be embarassed like our dance 2 weeks ago, everybody didn't like it! So she taught the rest of the dance to me so I'll teach it to others. Bah.

Well audition was last Friday and we only did half of the dance since that was all we know and during the slapping our asses, everybody was shouting excitedly! lmfao. Then K came up to us and said "That was great, you made the emcees excited!". D had a really stupid dance and everybody was laughing at it.

And then K volunteered himself to pick a costume for us... he was winking at Ms N and had a weird look on his face... if it's K, I know he was thinking of tube top or bra or something like that with really tight short skirt razz Also I was wearing sorta a big shirt, and K came up to me and touched my clothes on the shoulder part to reveal my bra strap and I was like "OI".

Ms N said they still want the multiracial dance. BOO.

Spider-man 2
YAY I saw this on Thursday <3 After college, I drove to the mall with Sharina and saw the movie.. goddamn the movie rocks! I love this more than the first big grin Tobey was hot/cute and so was James! And that Doc Oct scared me! I dunno why...there's something about that damn controlling mechanical tentacles that scares me... I wanna see the movie again XD But I have no money to go XD

RUN&GUN
The more I watch their PV's, the more I love them. Daymn they're hot <3 I saw their PV for "MI*RA*I" on cable before and I thought they're hot but I didn't know who they were.. but now the mystery has been solved razz I love the Mi*RA*I PV and the "Ready, Go!" PV. DAYYYMN.

Another thing I could say dayymnn to = Arashi's PARCO CM!

I'll...blog more tomorrow.. I have a story to write, and homework & assignments to do.. and studying to do. Bleh. And I need a new cellphone.. and digital camera. Sharina bought a camera phone last Thursday!

BTW, I wrote sorta like a 'test' story or something cuz I'm gonna write a horror story (I'm gonna put Battle Royale fic on hold)

Click to read The 3rd Floor. Don't laugh at it. I"m gonna write another short one now then do homeworks. Bleh.

And I swear I gotta find time to upload the new layout x.x
Chiharu on 07.03.04 @ 03:27 PM CST [link]


 

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